e, myself, & ?

SANG IT B!

yo i been good. i'm telling y'all, '09 is gonna be dope. i made changes. & i been sticking to my guns. talkin' to sum1 is better than i thought. i mean, i've spoken occasionally, but to actually sit down and be like.. "LOOK.. yadda yadda.." it relieves a lot of effin stress. & u know what, 08 was FULL of BULLSHIT... FULL OF IT!.. but shit could ALWAYS be worse. & that's exactly what i tell myself when i feel the urge to change my number/email/delete my myspace/ or reset my blackberry to factory settings. ya know? i mean that doesn't mean i'm gonna ignore my situation, but .. idk.. ima be aiight; regardless.

oh & don't get it twisted. i did my fair share of shit. listening to another instead of using my better judgement ended up fuckin me up. that's my fault; whatever. i just should've communicated better, but unfortunately i was blinded and put trust in wrong & well... look damnit, a whole buncha he said she said bullshit. i just ended up confused, & disappointed.. in myself, 'cause i know/knew better ESP. from past experiences.

you live & you learn right? right. maybe one day shit could get rectified. well... at least.. idk... maybe it's best left alone. if mufos don't know the difference between right & wrong by now... will they ever? i ain't stickin around to find out. there's sumthin called life that i wanna live... so in the mean time.. i shall "party all the time, party all the time" ;).

whew.. that felt good. carry on.