ma sylv.

push play por favor.

december 27, 2008.
i know i'm behind with the blogging. sue me. '08 ended and '09 started pretty messed up. (i will NOT cuss in this posting!). i can't even think of where to begin with this one.
growing up sucks. & as time progresses, people move on. & unfortunately ma sylv did. cancer took yet another one. it's ridiculous.

a few years back, she wanted a VHS/DVD Player. I think she mentioned it in like September... so I got her one for christmas... & she started CRYING! LOL! big baby! antiBIotics (pronounced anti-BI-ahhhhtics) lol. over the last 4 years, ma sylv & i got real close. she opened up her heart & home to me. though it's getting easier to view her pictures, it's still hard. i honestly didn't realize the severity of it until her final 2 weeks. even with the disease, she kept such a positive attitude.

that potato salad!, her accent, & those infamous facial expressions will be missed dearly. she let me eat the last of the cereal. that's huge to me. the numerous life chats, the lectures, & jokes are forever embedded in my memory.

it's a part of life that just absolutely sucks. it's getting closer and closer to home. i can't deal. shoutout to sam. it takes a lot to go through what she went through and remain semi-sane.

muhahahahhahahaa(i know how much sam is gonna LOVE this pic... that i will NOT be removing!)

::sigh:: ma sylv... i'm gonna miss getting on her nerves.