so everybody knows if you eat before you sleep, expect to have a fuct up dream. so my fatass made some chocolate chip cookies, fell asleep like 6:00PM and woke up about 2:00 AM. so.. i started cleaning. might as well right? after straightening up a bit, i watched "the odd couple" (i think that's the name) and started dozin off when southpark came on. all of a sudden, my damn cable goes out. teddy's did too (we have a 24 hour email chat... u couldn't hang if you tried). it comes back on. the wind is whistlin' & shit. and BOOM.. im out... i think... in my dream i sent an email that said "gunshot in di air" cuz i heard BOOMing. Where I live the gunshots are heard more than car horns... anyway at the time i didn't realize i was dreaming because southpark was still on tv, i was in my same clothes, in the same position as i was before dozin off... alllllll of a DAMN sudden.. the booming gets LOUDER and LOUDER.. and NOW i can't get the fuck up... then the pushing starts... like the feeling sumthing is pushing u down and u can't do SHIT about it... u can't get up.. u can't scream.. its a constant struggle (most of the time i start singing a church song... [yes jesus loves me to be exact])..it never works. i don't think this is really a damn dream. ok? i wake up exhausted & sometimes out of breath. that shit is real! am i being haunted? an ex cowie of mine explained to me that those were demons, and that means i wasn't livin right.
great.
well... wtf.. i aint doin shit now! granted i could go to church a little more often but other than that, i've been pretty dope... idgi! so here i am struggling to get up ... i actually WAKE UP... and then doze off again... my body can't win the fight here...now im SCARED cuz i feel as though the only thing i have control over is my eyelids and i'll be DAMNED if i see some shit idw see! ok? i've seen the scary movies... nothing happens to the people who don't look or make direct eye contact.. therefore my ass had to tough it out.
i recently had a friend who passed away (that i will soon blog about) and i'm thinkin... is this her? she's visited me before. so in my head i say.. "alethea?" and i hear this HIGH PITCHED WHISTLE IN MY RIGHT EAR.. i am so not makin this shit up! ... then i can feel the pressure being lifted off my body... starting at my head allll the way down to my feet.
i tried googling this and nothing comes up. other people have had this dream too. i am not alone. but im sick of having it. SICK OF IT! wth is goin on?
please fuckin advise!
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hmmm have to consult the elders on this one...NOTE to self...don't eat before bed...GOT IT!!!
Yes, it's real. Demons are real. Although I don't think it's alethea. Ummm my mom is a bonified christian. She says they only attack you or show themselves when you are sleeping or when they feel like they can have control over you.It's happen to me many times, I usually say jesus multiple times. Just say your prayers before going to bed. It works.....seriously.
It's called the Hag google it. This dream happened to me also recently. It only happens when you fall asleep on your back. Not really demons its ghosts. Like I heard someone litereally walk into my apartment and they were laughing and carrying on walked right into my room and I too was scared to see something I didnt wanna see and felt like someone was holding me down. Anywho DONT FALL ASLEEP ON YOUR BACK. notice that is the only time it happens.
good advice niglings.
meg- thx for that bbm convo.. cuz LAWD!
and fis.. u allllllready know! the funny thing was this time i was on my shelly belly.
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